To anyone who may want to help a young confused teen on the brink of breaking down;
I am having trouble with one my my “friends.” I*ve been dating this guy for the past 3 months. (Almost 3 months in 6 days….3/20) and I introduced him to all of my friends. They say they like him but some seem very doubtful while saying that, or when I mention his name they cringe their face and grind their teeth.
My friend and I have known each other since the seventh grade. We didn*t become bestfriends until 8th grade of last year when I first broke down in school. This year we have been through some rough times but always managed to pull through, but…….I guess not this time.
When I told her my boyfriend and I started going out she seemed rather happie about it. I can now say that looks can be deseving. I am hearing all of these f*cked up things from everyone. Back in Feb. I asked her on tips for giving guy oral sex, (this of course didn*t happen between my boyfriend and me) but I was curious just in case. She is one of the few people i asked. And she is the only person that I know that I asked that talks to my worst guy enemie….Ryan R. aka Fat fuck. And Fat fuck goes around saying to everyone that I gave my boyfriend head.
Fat fuck and her are becoming real close “friends” and I keep hearing all these rumors, and when I confront her about it she denies it but I know that she is lying. You are probably asking yourselves, “Why doesn*t she cut off the friendship there?” Because she knows some prettie awful things about me that she will tell EVERYONE in a heartbeat.
The reason she is doing this is because she has a crush on me. I mean, she is seriously infatuated with me. I told her before that I only liked her as a friend and the ONLY chick that I WOULD EVER consider going out with is my bestest friend Jessica. (Most of the people in my school are bi-sexual) And from what I heard, she wants to kill my boyfriend because he is with me…what is she going to do next?! Kill everyone i ever like?!?! or that ever likes me?!
One of the rumors are……My boyfriend (Ryan C.) made a bet with Fat Fuck (Ryan R.) that if Ryan and I go out until April or May….he is going to break up with me and Fat fuck is going to give him 50 dollars. I confronted my boyfriend at lunch about it and he said he*d tell me later. I asked him after school today, he said he*d tell me later. I called him after school today, he didn*t tell me at all. I asked him about it, he said it*s not important. I don*t know who to believe or how to re-act. I just know that I feel god-awful inside like I*m about to die at any minute. Please……..HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! oh
P.s- My boyfriend said the next time we fight, our relationship is over. I am going over to his house today and I KNOW we are going to fight. But I don*t wanna call it quits before it happens…..he just doesn*t know how IN LOVE i am with him…..it hurts…….