it seems like pple, all pple have some sort of personality conflicts, some sort of a split stuff, where you behave like a fuck in one minute and a meek crap in another..
it seems so much for me to fuckin handle. is it just my own emotions or that i cant control my fucking feelingS?
sometimes you feel like killing, kill and kill, kill and kill, with knives, fists or anything, just estatical to see the blood drip drip, and the stuff spill spill and spill, making a mess that your mum wont even ask you to fuckin clear.
sometimes, you feel that you live the life for another, live your life for the passing of another, the transit of buses, the no break links, the chain that blinds FenFir. live the life for your SUPPOSEDLY second half..
have you not realize whether its just fuckin worth it ?
or do we just like to make mistakes just to find a chance to redemm ourselves, just make mistakes to tell someone, we are part of this motherfuckin failing pariah race?
sometimes, the anger just siezes you, and it shots you up like the virgin shot of LSD. you feel angry at everything.
why do we have to despise ourselves?
why cutterS?
why do it?
fuck .
i guess no one have the right configurations to this Qn.
maybe we just have to trouble shoot ourselves.