These are my words as pathetic as they sound
But for once I’m actually going to sit and write them down.
I feel like this isn’t me,sort of like a clone.
But when I’m by myself,like here and now,I stand alone
I used to be so pretty,caring,smart, I had something more…
Now everything seems so pointless,my life is such a bore
Sometimes I can’t even crawl out of bed
I’m not worth is anymore
I get too down sometimes,you know
Noone can tell,I put on such a show
Everyday I hide myself from the world
I don’t want anyone to see the scared little girl
The people who are supposed to love me make me feel so low
Not many people like me and it’s really starting to show
When you think I’m studying in class silently
I’m really planning my death
I just do it quietly
Noone can get close to me because I push away
When you think I’m shoving you,I’m begging you to stay
Remember who I used to be so you can forget this that you read
I don’t want your sympathy,but I know there’s something that I need
I don’t know how much longer I can sit in my misery and shame
So kiss me now before I kill the pain