Being in a wheelchair, you can see the darkness waiting for you. Kill my pain now!

As I sit here in chair,
I act like I don’t care that I’m stuck here,
I hate life and myself,

I can’t imagine staying here,
Why do they want me to stay here,

Nobody knows or understands my pain,
I hide it inside of myself while watching the ball game,
Why won’t it end,
I should have never done it again,
I’m so lame that I can’t walk across the street without getting hit by a car,
Now just look at me I’m F.U.B.A.R,

I can’t imagine staying here,
Why do they want me to stay here,

I don’t worry about getting Aids,
I’m a quadriplegic how am I going to get laid,
I’m a fucking mess,
This is one statement that I will confess,

I can’t imagine staying here,
Why do they want me to stay here,

I need to kill my pain,
Take this needle my friend and end my pain,
These illusions in my head and I can not take anymore,
End my pain by sticking the needle in my vain,

I can’t imagine staying here,
Why do they want me to stay here,

Gravedigger when you dig my grave,
Dig it shallow so I can still hear the rain,

I can’t imagine staying here,
Why do they want me to stay here,