Black Roses…

Black petals falling in the garden they traveled in my skin as blood travels in my veins, I wuz so glad that day that the sweetest remembers traveled through my brain, I remembered all my friend playing around the field, all my family in the same place, all my classmate making activities at school, but I suddenly remembered a little girl sitted on a dark corner, I remembered me talking to her and she telling me not to leave her alone, I wuz so worried about my reputation that I just leave her sitted over there, alone, with her lost sight and cold skin, few days later i saw her walking through me, with her sad face and her tearful eyes, I wuz scared, just by looking her sight, she suddenly fall… I run and looked at her, she wuz almost naked as if someone or something teared off her cloth, she had some blows and cuts all around her body, she wuz bathed in blood… she wuz dead…
I really freaked and felt as crap cuz I had leaved her alone, I picked her up and took her in my arms I saw her face and started to cry, I grab her hand and find a note, she wrote in there, that she had been rapped, she wrote in the note that her father wuz there, she said that he took some friends to her house, she said in the paper that she couldn’t handle her father being drunk, she said in the note that when she told how she felt, he took her with his friends, and all of those men rapped her one by one, she couldn’t handle all that pain and all that fear of being rapped again, she just find the way and she choose death, she cut her veins and walk to school to bring me that note with a black rose, as soon as she died and i saw her fall, I felt it wuz my foult cuz she told me not to leave her alone…
Then I raise and watch all those roses traveling in my skin as blood travels in my veins, I saw the whole garden full of black roses, I had a lost sight by looking the end, I saw a red rose with my friend that wuz dead, I walked trough her and just started to cry she didn’t blame me for leaving her alone she just hug me and forgive my mistake, she told me she love me and she suddenly left, she took with her all black roses and leaved some red…