It hurts to much to be here
I swear .. im dying sitting here
shame my cuts arnt deep enough to kill me
i want that blade that’ll slice through my leg with no pressure
that will be when im finally happy.
when im dead. or .wait a moment.
im already dead and all you see is a shell
with the capabilitys of acting happy and being a bitch
either way. it hurts too much.
with the worry of another life
i dont know whether to end one or both
one would kill me anyway
so why not make it easier and kill both at once?
because i odnt have the means to do it
the blade i need for that one little cut that will end it all.
all of my sufferings.
oh please … what ever controlls my life.
either make it bearable … or let me die
JUST LET ME DIE