lost in the shadows. no hope of seeing the light. blood drips down the walls. guilt blinds my eyes. my vision clouded with scarlet tears. time cant heal wounds when they keep being infected with hate. steel of my razor glistening. reflection of light.
have i found my light? is this what ive been waiting so long to find? pendulum swings and weight increases on my mind. my blood pulses through my veins. the pulse rings in my ears. so deafning. banshee screams could not pierce though you any harder than the pulse. it brings pain for the weak. i am the weakest of my kind. bring the steel to my wrist. slice alongside the veins. the pulse is hard. the blood seeping from the roots. i laugh at my ignorance. i should have seen it before. the way out was before my eyes. his way out, was one that i chose. i turn and look in his cold eyes. they stare at the scarlet on the ceiling. my poisoned lips touch his icy dead ones. the last rose petal has fallen. the angel has given me her kiss. i fall. the ground does not hurt. a shadow creeps up behind me and strangles me at my neck. i laugh for i know i have found my sanctuary. marywill cry for me. for tears will pierce through and tear her up inside. the last pulse stings in my heart. the last drop drips down my arm. the light shines upon my face.