Crouching and holding myself together, I sit with my knees against my chest while listening to the water flow around inside the tub. At first it’s just a noise that runs through your bathroom. The sound of the rushing water seems to sooth my head as I stand up, disrobe and prepare to enter the tub.
First my foot with the anklets you made me with colored string. The water is warm and soothing to my skin. I enter my other foot into the tub and I slowly arch my aching back to sit down inside the walls of the white ceramic and brass claw-footed tub. As the warm liquid surrounds my body it sooths my cuts and bruises from the night’s endeavers.
At first my thoughts are of healing my bodily aches as I stare at the tiles on the walls of the bathroom. Then the memories of tonight activities come flooding into my head like the water filling up around me.
We went to the club that night with celebration in mind. You had just gotten a promotion at your job and I had a nice reward in mind for you. I had even gone so far as to purchase competely new underwear for tonight. I wore your favorite outfit. My red strapless corset that tied in the front with black ribbon and some black accents and lacey trim at the bust. I made sure that my black leather skirt was polished and aired out, and that my lacey nylons were roses- roses are you favorite.
When you picked me up you were in your best red shirt- the one I had bought for you- and a pair of really sexy black tight fitting pants. Everything about you looked perfect, you even spiked you hair. You were so happy that you bought me those victorian lace-up boots that I had wanted so much.
Wearing my new boots and being with my perfect dark prince we entered the club. We danced all over the floor. Shaking our hips; totally in tune with one another. Periodically our eyes would meet and you would wrap you arms around my waist and draw me into a kiss. Feeling the warnth of your lips to mine, I would sink into a state of utter ecstasy. Only when you decided to slip your hands to my sides and tickle me would I come out of my dreaming state with a giggle.
I needed a drink, so we walked to the bar and you got me a martini very dry and nothing for yourself because you didn’t drink. You had once told me that when a person enters into the vampire world that you lose all taste for common indulgences. Even though you had lost all taste for alcohol you still eagerly paid for my drink as if it was your own.
Within another hour or so I was tired of dancing. We left the club, walking slowly with your arm around my waist. When we reached your apartment I was thinking of the happiness I had already experienced and thinking of what lay ahead. My thoughts quickly changed as you pulled me into the dark apartment.I barely had time to catch my breath as you immeadiately started to kiss me. Your tongue searched out mine as it entered my mouth for a strong yet very relaxing kiss. I wrapped my arms around your neck and shoulders and your arms wrapped around my waist again, pulling me into the still dark apartment.
When we reached the black curtained bed you released my mouth from yours- my first chance to catch my breath- and stared to give me little kisses all over my neck and just above the top of my corset laces.
Gasping and struggling to keep my balance I managed to say the words I had been waiting to say since the moment I saw you, ” Make me yours!”
At that you stopped your luxurious kisses and I looked in to your beautiful and hypnotic blue eyes.
“Are you sure?” you asked me.
“Yes,” was my last word to you.
As you manuvered my body to your needs, I remembered when you and I had talked about what it was like to be born to death. It was when I had found out that you were a vampire. I had so many questions, and you answered all of them without complaint. You had said that becoming a vampire was both excruciatingly painful and at the same time orgasmic. That your eyes awakened and all of your senses felt anew and so much more in tune with the world around.
Before I could remember anything else you had told me I felt a sharp pain on my neck and I knew that you were starting to drain me of my life’s liquid. The sting of the prick soon turned into a strange flowing feeling as if I was floating. I knew it was the feeling of my bood running out of my body and into your mouth. I could hear my own heart beat and I thought that it was a strange rythem that was slowly dying down. My body was amazingly relaxed in his grip. I felt the warmth of your breathing through your nose on my neck and it felt so good as my body was beginning to feel cold.
Just as I flet that I was going to die you pulled your mouth away from my neck and pushed the curtains of your bed away. Then you gently layed me down upon the silky smooth black comforter of your bed. I felt like I was now floating on a cloud. My vision was blurry and I couldn’t make out what you were doing but I knew that you were near to me and that something you were doing gave you a little pain. Then before I could try to get a word out to you your wrist was right in front of my mouth and you said,” Drink, love. You have to in order to be reborn.”
With as much strength as I could muster together I lifted my head and closed my mouth over the wound you had made. This must have been the pain that you had done to yourself. With hardly any effort at all I felt the blood flow into my mouth as if it were rushing water flowing from a faucet. It tasted so good. It was like nothing I had ever tasted in my life, something that could never be described to justice. The longer I drank the more strength I felt return to me and soon I was sitting straight up with my eyes closed and my hands holding your wrist in place.
Then with a sudden jerk you removed your wrist from my grasp and far from my mouth. At first I didn’t understand why you had done this and I wanted to scream at you for pulling such a beautiful liquid from my mouth. But then I felt it. That burning deep inside me. You were right about the pain. At first it wasn’t that bad, but then it got worse and soon I was screaming because it hurt so much. It was a burning, like a flame inside my stomach extending through my body. I knew it was because my body was dying but it hurt so much I couldn’t stand it. I started jerking around in the bed and you tried to give me room, obviously knowing that this happens. I fell off the bed and was still screaming in pain, not just because of the wretched burning but because I had hit the night table next to the bed and it hurt my back. The corners of the blasted piece of furnature stabbed my back like knives. When I tried to get up to maybe go into to bathroom so that I didn’t have to do this embarrassment in fornt of you I tripped and fell to my knees bruiseing them, and my hands hit the floor with a loud thud. Now I had pain all over my body and I started to wish that I hadn’t asked you for this and I wondered when this orgasmic feeling you described would come into play with my rebirth. But then I felt it. It was a kind of relief. As if an enormous weight had been lifted from my body and that felt so much better. Then a wave a pleasure-like fringers messaging my body- went all over me. I screamed with pleasure and now realized what you had ment by and orgasmic feeling.
When I had stopped moving from both pain and pleasure I passed out and just layed there. You walked over with a smile on your face and placed me back on the bed now disheveled because of my movements. When I woke up only a few moments later my body ached from hitting the night stand and from my fall. You just looked at me knowing that I felt embaressed and said,”You did better than me. I broke a few bones when I changed, but they quickly healed of course. But it hurt like hell.”
I smiled and wanted something like eye drops but I didn’t really need them. The apartment looked different but the same. I could see all of it’s details as if it were bright with light but not a single light had been truned on. When I had stopped examining the apartment. I flew up at you, wrapped my arms around you and kissed you. Your response was as passionate as my actions. Holding me in your arms I kept myself there for a small amount of time. Then he said,” You are mine now and you will always be loved here. I want you to stay here with me. Everything I have is yours as long as you stay here with me.”
My head was resting on his shoulder and I said with a voice so cofident and with renewed strength, ” I am yours now. And I couldn’t imagine a better life without you. I will stay……..on one condition.”
You pushed me back from you and held my shoulders to look into my renewed hazel eyes now bright with life.
“And what would that be my dear?”
“I have to take a bath to help myself heal these sore bruises I gave myself and the cuts on my back.”
You gave a small laugh and released my shoulders and pointed to the bathroom. I lept from the bed and felt so strong as I walked to the bathroom. Before I closed the bathroom door I looked at your smiling face and blew you a kiss. Then I shut the door and walked to the tub and turned on the water.
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This is my first real entry on darkness. I think it’s kinda good, but I realize it’s nothing compared to most of the stuff on this site.