I am going to tell a true story of a friend of mine, that has been through so much and I need some one to care, or at least listen. Please read the whole thing, I swear it’s no that boring…
…please
ROSE’S LIFE
She was 7 years old when her mother moved from the city to a shithole called Ritonga, starting at a new school with no friends she arrived at school on the first day of grade 3 knowing little about what to expect. She was greeted by rude shouts of obsanities she had never even heard before. The class bitch teased her all day and called her ‘fat slut’ and ‘fat bitch tart’, may I add she isn’t over weight at all, the next day she was hesitant to even get out of bed in the mourning but did, and mentioned nothing to her trailer trash mother, who probably would have listened, but any way, the next day the same girl, who she discovered was named Crystal, had got all of her friends and they all pushed her over and spat in her face and hair. She came home bruised and miserable and still kept to herself. A week later on walking home from school 7 boys aged 13 and 14, accompanied by Crystal surrounded her, one of the males punched her in the face knocking her down, Crystal spat and laughed at her as 7 males twice her age kicked her repeatedly in the face, back and chest until she no longer flinched or reacted to the extreme pain, they departed laughing and shouting on their victory. She came home very late and very badly cut, bruised and concussed. She told her mother she had fallen down a slippery gravel hill. In grade 7 she was asked out for the first time, she was dated as a joke by a male friend of Crystal, who cheated on her, and 3 days later dumped her in front of the whole class, leaving her in tears. Later that year, a male named Jim began spitting on her on a daily basis, and one day attacked her, pushing her into the wall and trying to start a fight with her. She was growing to hate her self and developed anorexia and bulimia. Also during that year to top it all off, her neighbor of 4 years and close family friend Matt, a boy in grade 10 her brothers age and friend, came into her room and began saying “you are so beautiful, why do you always wear such baggy clothes? you should dress sexier… …can you show me your tits?” she was confused and shocked and remained seated on her bed Matt pulled her close to him and began groping her chest. This male was 15 years old and she was only 11, he then unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick saying “try and get your hands around this” and put her hands on it, rubbing himself, she pulled back fearfully shouting “this isn’t right Matt, this shouldn’t be happening” He angrily said “You don’t know what your talking about you stupid bitch, every one your age does this shit, you don’t know what your talking about!” she replied “I don’t care this isn’t right!” someone started walking up the hallway to her room, Matt pushed her on the floor and did up his pant’s in a panic, Matt’s mother entered the room looking around, “You and Matt can’t be alone in your room, it’s not allowed, now get out!”. This was the start of a life filled with sexual abuse and torture, which resulted in every base being stolen except home plate, he tried to rape her on one occasion but was too drunk to realize his underwear wasn’t down yet. In grade 8 and 9 school was stagnating at the same shitty level of hell, dating another 2 guys who pressured her into things she wouldn’t do, so was dumped twice more. In grade 10 she began enjoying school to a small extent, due to her new found popularity and was peer pressured into weed and lying to her parents (which we all have done once or twice) but this became regular, her friends were sluty girls, who tried lesbian shit just to get off, not even out of love or curiosity, they did it at parties just too get the guys hot so they could score (I hate slutiness and sleaze) these friends led her to a particular male (shane) who asked her out, and out of fear of unpopularity and sorrow for the depressed guy, agreed. This guy fingered her on their first date to the movies, which resulted in her skin being torn and grazed until she was bleeding and crying, he yelled at her and accused her that she didn’t tell him that it was that time of the month for her. She hated him, yet couldn’t break it off with him, he told her that he loved her, and needed her, so this disturbed girl, half believed him. A month into the relationship, he forced her to go down on him (not physically forced) and she did, almost throwing up on several instances until she stopped, he was once again angry. At around the two month mark, she went to a friends 15th birthday party and on arrival found out there was to be no alcohol, she sat down on some losers lap, and watched the people go by, refusing to eat (as usual) and counted the people at the party, Nicole, billy, Rachel, ashlin, Jeremy, tara, chris, Naomi, and that weird guy who came with ashlin and Rachel.
She watched the weird guy, he was very anti-social, everyone one was supposed to write in some big card on the wall, this guy had drawn a five sided star upside down, with a goats face in it, and the word satan under it, she grew more curious about the guy and when he got up, knowing no-one at the party, and changed the music from gerry haliwell, to slipknot she found that she enjoyed his strange aggressive music too. She acted so slutty around people, but she was just friendly and trying to fit in, she began forgetting about her abusive arse-hole boyfriend shane, and eventually approached him while all the other losers were dancing to some pop shit music, he was seated, with his straight black hair, and black jumper, in the corner, the same spot he’d been all night, she leaned over placing her forehead on his and asked “you all right?!” he replied in a different tone “na, this music is fucken gay!” she thought to her self about the shitty loud as hell music, yeah this is pretty gay, she sat down next to him and they began talking by the end of the night they where cudling and groping each other, but the next mourning she left early for work and cried as she told him she had a boyfriend and was sorry for treating him like shit, she left.
The rest of the true story is so close to present (almost 16 months ago), it scares me, plus I don’t want to bore you all, if you have any thoughts or request for the rest of the story (the more direct and personal half) please ask in the comments, and no I don’t want comments on my writing ability, or my poor story telling skills, just suggestions and what this girl should do, or what her best friend (ME) should do, and besides all the shit in my life that’s gone wrong, this is what makes my life so anger filled and full of pure flowing HATE. I care for this girl. – james
Thicktears,
I really to be truthful dont have any great problem solving ideas. Moving from that place all together would be one but shes still too young i think to be out on her own. Going to a Dr. might be another, but i doubt if she will want that especially if her parents wont help her with that. Ironically James you and her might be it, for now at least. So i guess if you care for her you might really have to jump hard into her life and help her, or try the best you can without having her get mad and push you away. Just purely ideas though. I can tell you already know this is going to be a tough road though so i hope you really can help her….i have to say though, you know all this and yet you chose to stay by her side, that speaks volumns already about you. Every needs friends like you….i wish you well and her too on this…..
she’s obviously had a hard life. not everyone adjusts to their environment or the peers around them.
she definately needs to lose the asshole. maybe take a self-defense class to protect herself.
i’d like to hear the rest of the story.
she needs to be willing to change. buy her hatemusic. it really is an outlet for anger.
if she’s not to into slipknot and wants a really powerful type of hatemusic try eminem.
i don’t much care for all of his music, but when i’m pissed off it’s nice to hear someone say fuck the world as plain as day.
best wishes to you.
–mourning
If she has you for a friend she can’t be that messed up or alone because you obviously care to be asking others on what to do. If she likes this guy and hates her boyfriend, she should dump him and go for the new guy. Being un popular is hard i;m sure, but at least she could be with one person who really cares about her instead of a bunch of others who probably don’t give a fuck what really happens to her. And tell your friend to never let anyone force her to do anything sexually she doesn’t want. Being forced into that, or raped, is really the worst thing in the world. Make sure your always there for her, and let her know people care about what shes going through.
Luckily most of these posts are Great ones, but the fact of the matta still stands. This girl will have some heavy baggage to clear from her head even if u pull her out of the scenairio shes in, and the sad part to that is im sure she’d mistake most of ur kindness for petty jealousy in some way…. But heres a tip get to know the “new” guy see what hes all bout, he sounds okay, but if he turns to be a bit on the wrong side for the girl, *the goat head and shit doesnt xactly spark me as smart*, granted im sure he just wanted to get a rise outta someone, but ya u dont have to be best friends wit him, but if u can watch him around his other friends then do it, but dont make it to apparent… The heavy duty work would have to be done to the girl, cause even no matter what u say or pleed to her she will never be able to see what you see not even to the most miniscule point you have in your head… Sad part is alot of pepz learn by experience, and on that behalf it usually isnt a memorable experience… So if she still does have a head on her shoulders u have a shot, dunno though.. Guess i best leave it at that, if i keep getting into it no one would be able to comprehend what my mind would be spewing out… I agree with All’s hate musik part…. Saliva/Disturbed/etc, what ever u can think up or she can catch onto… Make it apparent 2 her that you’d be there to help her whenever needed, im sure you already have but if you havent then she might take another wrong step causing a cataclismic event to snowball and nail her in the face… Oh ya and u can always try to boost her self feelings through compliments lol, just dont over do it.. I’m figuring she needs someone to compliment her, hell id do it right now if i knew her, thats some fucked up shit she went through… Well good luck 2 u..
err Morningstar’s musik part :), dont wanna give credit to the wrong person.
you need to hold her close when she needs it… encourage her to vent this out… if she cant talk of it… lhand her a blank sheet of paper and writings supplies.
oh yea gerri hallowell is gay… spice girls were bad enough but a solo album just made me want to destroy the radio
Thanks everyone for the advice, but I havent finished the story, do you’s want the ending?
that would be great
Wow, I thought you were gonna say that girl was you, at the end.
Keep writing, I wanna read the rest.
me too, and just keep being her friend. you’re obviously what’s kept her living b/c it doesn’t sound like she has much to live for.
i also want to hear the rest of the story…..
i also want to hear the rest of the story…..
th eguy with the goat might not be what she wants for that means he is the darker half of wicca but that is not always a bad thing. it just means that he might be a little different than the preppy shit heads. i also think that u should just stay by her side and listen when she needs someone totalk to for her mother does not seem to want to listen or care. it is good that she has a friend like u and if being unpopular is the only thing keeping her with the asshole and not from being with the other guy that is not enough of a reason because she will probably have a different group of friends if she hooks up with the new guy.
Thanks everyone, seriously, thank you. Okay I’ll start writing the second half, thanks.
Well, Im just going to give my opinion about this.. its sad, & sucky how ppl out there can be so wrong towards others. Poor girl >=
I think that if youre a true friend then you should try & get through to her that she doesnt need any loser who will bring her down. As for a way to vent, hate music is cool but i like just working out, writing, doing whatever makes you feel better. Anyways, be a friend to her. show her love & compassion & just be there to listen to the girl. Best of luck,
rhane
bet you didn’t think this many people would respond huh?
Shit people…..thicktears you’re a damn good friend. What she NEEDS is to be told that she doesn’t have to use sex as a way to be accepted. She needs to dump the shit boyfriend and not give a fuck about what everyone else thinks. That’s it. She’ll find a quality guy but that’s gonna be hard if she doesn’t respct herself first. That’s where your part REALLY helps. You’re gonna have to stick it out with her or else she’ll fail MISERABLY. I know what she went through and she doesn’t have to put herself through it anymore. Hope that helped. Best of luck!!!
masochisticangel,
no fuckin way did I expect more than 3 views, let alone shit loads of comments, thanks eveyone, and thanks for the advice masochisticsweetness.
i think she should loose the boyfriend and if she really likes this new guy then go 4 it… maybe he will be good to her…. you are a good friend i wish i had one for all the shit i go through but i can say she has gone through alot worse than me i wish u both the best of luck~
hey, i really liked this story. i think she should dump the boyfriend and go for the other. it seems like she really connects with him. i would really like to hear the rest.