Bring time to a standstill
I Testify on my behalf, empowered only by my will …
Still standing … trying to explain how I manage,
While mentally Im wrapped up in bandages
– Bleeding through plastic and metal on paper –
Dead yet I continue to dream … nightmares
– Is this all what I concieved –
Trying not to see what I believe
– backwards –
Growing each day, darker and cold, with constant
thoughts of sleeping beneath the sea of flower and stone
If love makes everything grow … that would explain why Im
dying … Who do I need … Came into this world alone, and when I die,
I’ll probably die alone. My heart began gold … now copper, frozen and cold.
What’s the next stage … for this diseased wrought mind … denied my lifetime,
as I look at the starry night sky, blurred vision, left wondering why.
No answers in sight … stressed past the limit and no one gives a damn,
That’s why I got a deathwish sometimes,
Please grant it as soon as I’m done with … ?
Whatever I’m here to do …
I smoke and drink to numb my mind out,
Because if I wasn’t, I’d probably blow my brains out.
Heart began gold, now rusted, old and cold …
– Haven’t been able to feel the sunlight –
Sleeping for so long in my subconcious,
crying tears of blood from these eyes … visions of pain …
No one can or will ever understand … this cage
Bound by this flesh and held herein by my rage
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