It’s pointless…..The way I see it, why even go on? And to think there used to be a time when I tried to convince people that life was good and that there was something to live for…
Hah….If I only would have known….Known how everything was going to turn out for me. Broken family, outcast from my home, paying two hundred bucks a month to live with a friend’s family….Feeling more and more every day that it’ll never get better. Every cigarette I light I wonder how many years I’ve taken off my life….It’s been forever since I’ve really laughed at anything….Nothing is funny anymore, like I’ve forgotten how to laugh….Nobody to talk to, don’t really care anymore…Losing interest in school…..Almost don’t care if I pass this last year of highschool or not….I know this all sounds like useless complaining, and that it may be, but this site’s really the only place I have that people will listen……Oh well……
I will listen to any sound made. I will speak to that which will hear, and learn.
Dude i feel yeah and do you know what i did to soothe the pain went out got drunk smoked major bud and got some butt and its all kewl know jus play a dirty game with god