i cant renember….why i walked all the night? my house was so lonely and my family was sleeping.what else could i do?bored in my house, the rutine is killing me..i hate it. something in my left..a dog. The dog walking in my left started to run when the car passed and the moon lighted my face.a bed. “thats what i need”.
i knew that my home was near this place so i walked in that way. a hard rain start and i must hurry. running in the street and looking the dog chasing the car.the moon in the sky lighted my face again. a big wall is where it should be my house …whats going on…? 2 dogs in my left and 2 more in my right. a car in front of me.when did it appear?the light of the car slowly died and i went to it.a black car. a large car. a large box in it .a body in that box. my dad’s body.all my dinner went to the floor. i dont like to barf but this was a big shock. why him?!.. i had just talked whith him 2 hours ago!!the driver….is not there.the dogs??…they are death now….bleeding and chilling.that sound….images came to my mind… i renember something…that…the door made a big nasty sound and my father was eating, my mother too. that was all.i returned to the place where i was. the car still there but.. but the body is not here.whats going on?!?!shit… the dogs….what the..they arent dogs…now that i get closer to them…i can see a human hand…but it face is black. i cant see nothing…the moon started to light it all again.then i were able to renember something more..daddy was eating mom too….but i…i wasnt eating….i renember…the screams..the horrible screams…moooom!!!!!daaaad!!!!a flashback…now i can see the body’s face.. .. mom…what have they done to you…who are they?i dont know.. why are you talking with yourself?i dont know..its cold..the wind is going stronger…when did this nightmare started? when will finish?!?the car again…this time is in my back..the window is black, and i walked to it slowly… i can see..like a video i can see my memory….it shows myself..what i was doingthey were eating and i…what i have in my hand?!?the noise….2 bullets..dad and mun fell down…brother… fell too….3 bullets…..so i did it.so they are cold and dead because of me.my reasons?.. i guess there is no reason this time..what?? no reason? i always wanted to break the rutine,but this have no sense!!!!wait… a gun?where did i got a gun? i dont know even how to shot it.the window started to dissapear.a four BANG came to my hear..who was the four person to die?then a week, 2, and 3 weeks passed and im still here…..why… the dog in my left, chasing the car, the moon lighting my face and the rain started again.nobody to talk and no end to this.im alive?im dead? im dreaming?then i got it..the four person to die was..me.but a suicidal death is different than a murder…because i killed myself im here in this hell…i touhgt that this was whith fire and demons…but is worse…its the complete lonely, a never ending punish…always the same… the rain, the moon, the street that never ends,the dogs and the black car…the car looks like the only way to view my past and what did i do…whats next?…oh..i renember now.next doestn exist here.this is just now….now forever.ah damn… the worse hell for me…a never ending rutine.. of horror and pain.a hell.