Bloody tears
Full of tears
Don’t know what to do
I’m so confused
Eyes open to explore
eyes shut to adore
Theres my love walking out the door
And think that this is war
Wondering why
he didn’t say good bye
Theres nothing left in this world to do
And still I am very confused
Thinking of death
Thinking of life
While I’m looking at this knife
Thinking one slit fine
and thinking I’m comitting suicide
So tell me am I dead?
Or am I still alive…..