Confusion Of Thoughts And Emotions: By Me

full title– Me Thoughts: Of And By Confusion Emotions
Confusion Of Thoughts And Emotions: By Me

right comes nothing out say i…
nothing i say comes out right….

end matters in the do nothing i…
nothing i do matters in the end…

fall heart crumbles time tears, and piece my one as at a these…
and as these tears fall, my heart crumbles one piece at a time…

through blood, broken flows feel and i as this me…
and as this blood flows through me, i feel broken…

bubble hurts these and thoughts, more the it all as up…
and as these thoughts bubble up, it hurts all the more…

my flows through veins nothing…
nothing flows through my veins…

out cry to me makes want nothing…
nothing makes me want to cry out…

warm an empty creates where once nothing i was space…
nothing creates an empty space where i was once warm…

sleeps i and as this, my write mind…
and as i write this, my mind sleeps…

dream as my emotions sleeps, and a mind dance about in my…
and as my mind sleeps, my emotions dance about in a dream…

let speak i and emotions forward, step as my them…
and as my emotions step forward, i let them speak…

as courage speak away, i runs and let them…
and as i let them speak, courage runs away…

i really scared…mean too what say to…
too scared to say…what i really mean…

afraid of what too is really there to tell…
too afraid to tell of what is really there…

broken these tears, and as am i fall…
and as these tears fall, i am broken…

nothing these tears away, wash and they as fall…
and as these tears fall, they wash nothing away…

hope these tears no longer, as am i able to fall…
as these tears fall, i am no longer able to hope…

fall these day, as darken they the tears…
as these tears fall, they darken the day…

by the sister

By SisterInsanity

miserable, good for nothing, lazy, stupid spawnofa*****. yup...that's me. i want to run away to some place cold with someone warm...to live in relative peace. maybe my girlfriend will oblige. if not her, then someone else in this town who is willing t