crazy thoughts float through my mind,
as i watch my life play in rewind.
crazy thoughts start to sink in,
and i wonder what my life has been.
crazy thoughts take me over,
and i lose sight of my lucky clover.
i begin to ponder about my death,
what will it be like?
will i go to heaven or stay here in this hell?
as i look back, i try and remember where and when i fell.
but these crazy thoughts invade my body,
i feel like doing something really naughty.
like taking this knife and ending it all,
it’s all up to me, its my call.
will i be happy when i’m gone?
i don’t know, but this all seems wrong.
maybe if i shut my eyes,
these crazy thoughts will fade away,
but in my heart i always know,
they will be back someday.