He jabbers and stammers
Screaming of something
No one shall ever be aware of

He jabbers and stammers
Screaming of something
No one shall ever be aware of

He weeps randomly
A handsome cascade of guilt
His heart yearning to tell them secrets
Insanity disallowing it

I often times wonder
If I was in his position
Would I weep..

He is so utterly solitary
He will never release his anguish
Relentless torrents of tears
The only reason we know of it
It arouses my interest

Pondering the possibility of salvation
For this weak, bitter young man
His age is so very young
Were I able to touch his face
I would comfort him
Console him

Pet his white-blond shaven head
Kiss the still red scars of incision
Dry his tears
Wetting the young face
Underneath those deep green eyes
That give away the only trace of humanity
Allowed by the sedation

Jesus hath such a wrath
A vengeful hand indeed
To inflict this upon a boy so young
Schizophrenia excelled
Too “advanced” to cure
Bipolar, Suicidal, Depressed
Tsk.. Such a shame…

But the thought runs through my head
Perhaps it is I who hold the Key
Abruptly my thoughts are cut off
And I am plunged into a strange odyssey

Gravity disappears
I am lost
Time for my tears again
I remember the hidden truth
Oh please…Save me…

Kill me
I want death
It is too horrible to remember
This terrible grievance
Of tear soaked remorse
Shall never regain the lives I extinguished
With my insanity

Criminally insane
That poor boy is actually me
A young woman…
My head shaved when they took the bullet out
The bullet I used to attempt suicide

NO! Not that long needle again
STOP! Don’t sedate me
I’m fine
I’m human
Could you…consider…this…

By masked darkness

i live...i am anti government, anti EVERYTHING everyone stands for...i get online...i go to school...i dream of mass murder and serial killings...wat can i say...i live life through my past ...the end