im cutting again
giving up on life
cutting myself again
breaking my promises
im smoking again
broke those promises too
killing my self slowly
by cutting and smoking
she doesnt know
that im cuting again
and wut she dont know
wont hurt her or me
i have a hate filled tounge
and a hatefilled mind
this body of mine
with its soul
is all hate
no love at all
all i speak
all i think
and all i feel is hate
hate is wut i see
everyday in my life
hate. rage, anger, sorrow and depression
is all i know in my life
never truly felt love
but thought i did
that was a lie
that she help create
but it wasnt all her fault
alot of it was mine
cuz i got gullable
and believed her
and believe it
i let it grow
but then found out
it wasnt true
iam so filled with hate
that its all i see
so much hate
and its all i feel
i dont give a fuck
about me or my life
thats y i gave up
on trying for a better life
i started cutting again
and she dont know
i started to let myself bleed again
enjoying every second of it
im sick of my life
breaking all my promises
my first broken one
was cutting myself again
once she finds out
im cutting again
she well yell at me
and we will fight
she will scold me
like im a little child
but she knows
it wont faze me
im cutting again
cuz u see
im only filled with hate
not even fit for this world
i tryed for a better life
with hope of one
but have found out
that cant happen
cutting again
letting myself bleed
tasteing my blood and pain
oh how it all bleeds
i love the taste
of my blood and pain
it brings releaf
to all of my other pains
my heart is black
so is my blood
my soul is black
infact
my whole body is black
and filled with hate
im cutting again and i know y
its all b/c
my life cant get better
cutting again and she dont know yet
but once she does
so will be pissed
my blood bleeds black
never red
and it never will
cuz hate is black
and im all hate
cutting again to get away from it all
she will yell
as soon as she finds out i fell
as soon as she
gets proof i broke my promises
when that happens
she will yell
i will loose her then
she will use this poem
that i have just wrote
to use as proof
that i broke my promise to her
but this poem
doesnt prove shit!
she needs to find
a cut to prove it
for all she knows
this is a work of fiction
but she will take it
as reality
Kat129 if u just read my new poem this doesnt mean wut i have said is true believe it if u want but this isnt any truth to prove that i have done something wrong and broken my promise to u about cutting u will need to find a cut but u wont! cuz this is a work of fiction so try all u want