Darkness

I have been lost in the world of the darkness… caught in the hell of my soul… feeling the fear of loosing control over my self, feeling the pain cutting deeper in my soul than before… this time im afraid there is no way left… have I lost? Why doesn’t anything make sense? Im nothing anymore… just let me be… here… in this place of suffering… my soul is lost in the darkness of my soul… will I ever get out of this pain again? Someone please help me! Doesn’t anyone hear me call for help? I don’t care anymore… nothing make sense so let me be… please just let me be!
I can’t say im tired of life… I have only tried to die.