as i sit here wondering why
my memory goes back to a time
when things were happy and bright
now all i can see is this darkness
it circles my every being, my soul
everything is lost into this blinding eternal insanity
that i call my life.

I have no one to blame but myself
it was i who let you fall
it was i that saw it all
u sreamed to me for help and all i did was watch
i didn’t want to believe that it was happening
and then i did.

you fell as quickly as a dove takes to flight
taking with you my soul, my life,
but as was said
there is no one to blame but myself
i watched u fall
i saw it all.