deafening silence

deafening silence
silence so loud it screams and makes my ears bleed
silence that can kill with the stroke of a pen

screaming silently
screaming to deaf ears with a soundless voice
screaming until my ears explode and my lungs break
screaming to nobody in a room full of people

dying to live and be one
dying to just be loved by someone
dying so someone will love me
dying so my love will let me
dying so my love can be

running to be free from it all with legs that will not move
is like trying to stop the fat lady from singing when she has already hit her groove
trying to escape the fate i have been dealt is the only thing taht is futile
like trying to get the one that left me to come back and stay for awhile