Dear Mom

You always say you love me
Why don’t you keep quiet for a while and show it?
I don’t believe you anymore
Your actions say you don’t care

Tell my friends you’re going to rape them
Can’t you feel my hatred?
Such a bitch these days
Sometimes I want to slit your throat
Like this morning
You don’t know her that well
Who are you to judge?
She should be the one judging you
Terrible mother
Won’t let me be me
You try to mold me
Just leave me the hell alone
Why can’t you accept me
Just the way that I am?
If you really loved me
You wouldn’t control me
God I want to smash in your face
I want to make you cry
Like all those times I cried
Just thinking about you
I want to run away from this place
I want to leave it all behind
And forget
But these haunting memories, I can’t lose