As I close my eyes
I pray to wake happy.
Give me a reason to smile.
Lord awake my dorment heart
And give hope to my shattered spirit.
As I close my eyes,
Let me rest.
All Alone:
Sitting alone in his den of sadness
He stares at the walls throughout the madness.
Distant cries of painful tears
From the sorrow of troubled years.
In his room he sits and hides
No-one to care or confide.
Alone he wants to die.
Afraid To Live:
I do not believe in myself.
Failing to love who I am,
Slowly destroying my lust for life.
Killing my body and rotting my mind.
Hiding from an unkown world.
Too afraid to do anything
Slowly I am dying.
Only I can make this stop.
Free:
Today not even the bitter cold can defeat the light.
It is raining everywhere but my heart.
The wind blows cold happiness,
Not even the ice can break my smile.
For today I am warm and free inside
Today I am alive, no need to hide.
For today I was buried
My soul is free.
At last
I am
DEAD.
Stoned:
Am I writing my best works
Or thinking that I might?
Am I showing potential
Or smoked 2 much pot 2nite?
A Theory:
Knowledge equals power.
To gain knowledge we need to experience.
To experience often means suffering.
To suffer is to experience.
So to me knowledge equals fear.
I’d rather know nothing and be happy.
Being me:
I am myself
Not like you.
I am just that,
An individual.
Spit on me
Mock me
Laugh at me.
But you are not me
Are you?
Thats why you mock.
Think:
To speak with no words,
To exist with no presence,
To be with no being.
To live and enjoy.
Be free
Be me
Be you
Live.
A Battle Within:
I wanna strive to be me.
Searching for a balance inside.
I am not a cruel or nasty person
But I am capable of both.
To show love is comfortable
Yet I fear expressing myself.
Going Nowhere:
I wear a winter face
My mind floats in space
I belong in no place
Just me and a suitcase
Not a dream to chase
Just waiting to die.