Poetry
Slowly I turn away, and I sit still untill the day. That I slowly will fad away into the silent night. The blood spills to the floor, in bright-red fountians everywhere. I warmly accept the pain for death has come for me. The knife falls to the floor with its blood soaked silver. Now as time ticks by I close my eyes. Im slipping away. The fresh warm blood flows down my hand, and slowly it will drip away. The sound of liquid on the floor it makes me crave and I want more. It soothes the needs and as I breath, my heart takes its final beat. The life I lived and the life I wanted were to diffrent things, that I couldnt have. Wasting away the empty years, with only heartache and pain, and tears. So why did I ever come into this world? You never wanted me, you never cared for me. You only wanted to pain and torture me already destroyed soul. Now im just gonna go, im just gonna leave, you’ll never again get the best of me. Im just going to leave this world, im just going to leave and die and end my life for you. Its what you wanted me to do, in your heart and in your mind you have waited all this time. So dont try and lie, dont try and leave, dont try to cry, and dont talk to me. If only you could see, deep down inside what you do to me. You could never let me be. Why couldnt you let me be in pain? To you, my life was just a game, you were the player, and I was the pawn, and thats what you used me for all along. So when I wrote this song, I wrote it for you. So when I sing this song, i’ll think of you. You fucked up my life, and from that I lived in strife. But now ill say good-bye, for now its time for me to die. For your wish has come true and death has come for me. And soon my death will come for you.
This is my first submission so tell me what you think.