Different Girl…

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A girl is stricken and destroyed.

There is no sound of laughter
or happiness here
She has throwen in the towel today
To her it is helpless, hopeless, and futile
to hope, dream, and pray.

Emptimess builds a home in this women
In this girl this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread.

Confusing feeds like a savage inside her
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, Exiled, Different, and Disdained.

By sweetdreams21

I have been writting for a while and I thought I should finally start to post them. i'm 16 without a job or boyfriend.