dont know

i really dont know what to write about.. so far eveything that i do write about i espect to much out of it. i will think that so many people will like it because maybe they can relate to my story. but maybe that is just asking for to much. sometime i wonder why in life so many of the stupid things are so important and so many of the important things seem stupid. sometimes i just want to belong instead of feeling like i am always by myself all the time. its is like even the closest people to you can hurt you the worst… i guess thats wht they say keep your friends close but your enimies closer. i never could really understand what that meant but i guess now i got a grip of what the meaning is funny how you long for someone that u can relate to and then after you know the person they just turn there backls on you. all i can say is trust noone..