Dream

I’m in a house, suposidly where my mom grew up. It’s near the wood, and it’s partially run down. A bunch of people are there that i know, class mates, and family. I’m with a guy for whom i like, we seem to be close. We’re all playing games, and I’m looking at pictures, supposed to be of my grandpa.

I find out he’s died, I can’t seem to believe this. I go for a walk, hoping someone will come and consoul me, no one does. I end up in the basement, there’s a door, I open it and it goes out to a stream and the woods under the deck. I remember being told not to go there, but I’m so curious. I start walking and I see a hawk, I know i shouldn’t be here. I run back to the door, but as I get closer I know the bird is behind me, right as I reach the door my alarm goes off. I’ve had this dream a few times and I can’t figure out what it means. It’s kind of bugging me, I’m wondering if anyone could have a suggestion as to what it might stand for.