Dreams Are Bad

I dreamed up a life of happiness in my head
And to live one day, not wishing I was dead
I dreamed that she’d love me/dreamed of gaining my dad’s respect
All things I won’t get

She’s gone, with another, I’ll never see her again
Lost everything and I even lost all my friends
My dad can’t stand me he even told me himself
My life’s gone to hell and

I can’t figure out why this always happens to me
I tried so hard just to make my life just like my dreams
I lost my girl, I’m cutitng again, have no relationship with my dad
Dreamed so many thing/ dreams lied to me and I’ve finally realized
Dreams are bad

Got into a fight with my dad the other day
Step mom tole that I should just walk away
I did but damn it that was hard
And I had to sleep in the backyard
That night I dreamt that I was back with mer
Woke up and she wasn’t there
I cried more than ever in my life
Then I went for a knife

She’s gone, with another, I’ll never see her again
Lost everything and I even lost all my friends
My dad can’t stand me he even told me himself
My life’s gone to hell and

I can’t figure out why this always happens to me
I tried so hard just to make my life just like my dreams
I lost my girl, I’m cutitng again, have no relationship with my dad
Dreamed so many thing/ dreams lied to me and I’ve finally realized
Dreams are bad

By Vywien

I lived a lie and didn't even know it. I don't know which aspects of my life were true or not. I refuse to find out. I have but 4 loves. Meriah (even though we're not together anymore) writing, Fred(my acoustic guitar) and my electric guitar...a b.c. Rich Acrylic MOcking bird, green.