In my dream im dying, forever im bleeding
World made of ice, hope in decline
Trying to run away from cold, but im trapped inside my soul
I gave up after I froze, no heat to revive my hopes
Waking up from disillusions, scattered by fractal realities
Delving again inside my own, only to find what I feared most
In my dreams there is a life, and I wonder if im alive
In my dreams there is a hole, I always end up the other side
When I pass through the door, high expectation rise far above
Only to feel reality, freezing my thoughts of being complete
So I crouch into security, holding my hands and breeding on my knees
Now I know it wont go, this storm is here to make me feel
I am alive, on the verge to die, so I must go, but I want to know
From the distant past, I can feel the sun,
I can remember heat and fun,
But now im having trouble opening eyes, this means the end is close to mine
I can barely move a hand, now I know, I will go
Yet I don’t die, I am stuck here, in my prison of ice
I cant move, I cannot even feel, all that I hear, is this breeze in my hear
Saying im stuck, here forever
That this dream is stronger than reality
I feel it eating me from the inside, this coldness freezing all my flesh
Now I know I will go, but will it be soon enough for me to see
That its only a man made dream
What about the man made reality
So I hope one day, I will awaken, to find myself, whole again
But one day, I say to myself,
Awaken, will it be the same,
Is it only a reflection of my deep insanity
Or is It the vision of clarity
That one day all things have to end
They go in a white lie, covered in ice
Seeking an end to this final phase
And so after a long time they want it to stop,
Stop this cold, shatter this ice
And so it does, and so it ends
-Jonathan-