No shortcoming in my sins can clame the one
the burdens in the backyard were stolen from me
still lucky enough to fall in deep nowhere for you
charged guilty with no fault of my unconssius state
drugs took control over my life, nothing comes from me anymore
nevermore trust in other but yourself is key to do right
depending on the day you came back for……nothing?
I can accept that part of dead heart was bacause of you,
it smells like you don’t know me anymore
spirits invaded the room I was in that time
took over my shelf and lose my consent, no permission required,
crack takes
my life away so easily, not even noticed before you raped my feelings and embaraced myself with
shame
reserve a little piece of the strings where your life depended on, so you said
compose a screwed piece and play it for me now
My heat clames to get you closer, closer every fucking time I
drive the carriage which contains
corps of a faded soul
Went to burial of the lack you left back from the
steem to the happy eyes of the assisting creeps and
sing a sad lyric take it from the book of shadows
I wrote just for you and from you
drink the cold rain and snow slipped to the dark sky up above
thunder of blast memories shared by tears in the face
Fears coming against the wall shockin’ the freaks out there
detention of the gray leaves fallin’ in the uttom fall
Oceans of blood in the house tonight, red as roses,
down in the basement there’s unexpected cries to become already known
The moon cries for you, can´t you feel the disdain from all them?
Learned the worse thing could had happend was staying alive close to the bullshit created by fake true and smooth lies to wait the sequel
Snatch my fucked existence so I can rest finally
Death is what I’m waiting now on, so far we were friends.
I wonder if he’s forgotten me, he told me to…….he said so…..
Freaker Girl
2001