at the age of 13, you should be happy, but thinkin about killin your self, or do all the drugs you can just to help ease the pain, help forget shit you dont want to remember, or cutin yourself just to stop ur thoughts ever for just a few seconds
have you ever felt as if we just wanted to give up on every thing, this is one of those storys, but not quit, just read then you’ll understand
at the age of 13, you should be happy, but thinkin about killin your self, or do all the drugs you can just to help ease the pain, help forget shit you dont want to remember, or cutin yourself just to stop ur thoughts ever for just a few seconds, i meet my cousin about 1month after i truned 14, at her house that was the only time i felt like i was safe, get so fuckin high every night, that was the life, but the summer ended, i had to go home, here come those thoughts again, the thoughts about killin myself again, at the age of 14 and wantin to die, do dont know how it is, getin yelled at of some shit you didn’t do, or getin bitched at for getin kick out of school, at lot of people say they hate there lives,but they dont know why, they have no reason, will unlike them i have a reason, damn drinkin, getin high, takein CoricidinHBP (ccc), get to forget what i did that day, takein 11 at a time, wantin to overdose, but at the same time wantin just to get a kind of high, fellin of bein buzz, but with this buzz you dont remember shit after you take them,i would give anything just to feel safe once more, i want to be happy, vickey the only person to make me feel happy and safe at the same time, i love you, the knife is once again becomein my best freind, onebody can see, the sad, wanted to die lil girl, all they see is this happy happy joy joy, girl who just likes to make ppl scard by the way she looks, it will all end soon, no one knows how i feel, but they soon will, they will all see who it is to be with out the one you love, bein with out the one who showed you how it was to feel, to care about a person, but soon, they will all see, so so soon, as i watch the blood hit the ground, i just think how good that feels,