And then the world ended, and all was dimolished.. There was no longer a thought left, only an illusion of what some people have come to call life.. People sometimes look at the world as something beauitiful… But where is the beauty..
As I look around me I wonder why I am here. What is there for me here…. I wonder what would happen if I was to dissapate, to disappear from everything that I once knew… Would there be a calling of any sort… Would there be anyone who really cared that I had gone… In this world, I believe, that I am gone… That there is no one left to understand.. I want to go away…..
Im writing this to someone
Who actually cares
To let you know Im leaving
Or did you know I was there
Im writing this to my friends
So they know where I am
To let them know Im dying
Cause no one gave a damn
Im writing this to my love
So he knows I’ll akways care
When inside life is over
And my heart was robbed bare
All the pressure of my life
Isnt letting me go
The pain is cutting deep inside
So Im leaving alone
The expectations I live up to
Are going up to high
I cant keep you happy
So Im saying goodbye
The dreams I dream, unrealistic
They wont ever come true
So Im saving the trouble
And you wont have a clue
To me my world is ending
My hopes will not come true
Soon all will be forgoten
And I will pay my due
So why not pay it early
And save myself the pain
And lose myself right now
If theres nothing to gain