THERE
i want to run
far away
from here
to a place
where i
can just
be
content
surrounded
by peace
and pure rage
ice
and wine
flowing
through my veins
driving me
to slice
poetry
and bibles
into the palms
of my
hands
WAITING
as i sit
in the darkness
gazing
at the black water
at the reflction
of the full moon
and empty sky
dark
and ready
2 swallow me
whole
i watch
waiting
4 something
anything
sitting
on the cold
damp grass
feeling
as if
the damnest creature
were about to
rise
from the pond
and snatch me away
to drain
away
the last drops
of my innocence
WORTHLESS
whenever
i let u
in
u shatter
my self-
respect
u come
2 me
when i’m at
my worst
and kick
me
when
i’m down
whispering
promises
in my ear
just 2 get
what u
want
then tossing
me
aside
like a used
doll
walking away
not looking
back
as i crawl
into a corner
and rock
myself
into a
dreamless
sleep
STRANGE BOY
hey
strange boy
with those fiery eyes
filled with sun
& moon
crackling
with energy
and passion
Speak 2 me
strange boy
i want 2 hear u
say my name
i want 2 hear
your voice
quiet
and simple
exciting
every nerve
in my body
Take my hand
strange boy
with those rough hands
callused from years
of working
complete opposites of
your lips
that look soft enough
2 kiss
UNTITLED
as i sink deeper
into the darkness
i wonder if it’s
wrong
as i lose myself
in the depths
of your soul
i realize
with slight detachment
i can’t remember
the light
GONE
how ya doin’
lonely girl
u still wishin’
2 disappear
u still wonderin’
if there’s
anything
2 live 4
u stll tryin’
to get lost
in the
Dragon’s Lair
u still think
u have no part
in
Life’s Little Play
do u still
try
2 blend
into the shadows
or have u
really
gone away
THOUGHTS OF WAR
i look around me
& what do i see
death & destuction
staring back at me
i wake up
each morning
everything’s a blur
chaos lifts his guise
dust from the battles
blind my eyes
& screaming children
cry 4 lost mothers
& fathers
screaming bloody murder
’till it’s there turn
to fight
WAITING HERE
crying here
all alone
in the shadows
Silently
weeping
So no one can know
hiding
the sweet pain
and anguish
drawing
Poetry
On a shaky arm
tracing
so slowly
to draw everything out
watching
as crimson tears
slide down so slowly
then wrap it all up
emotions & all
& never let anyone near
REVELATION
Blissfully unaware
seeking no redemption
blinded by logic
not giving in to temptation
seeking absolution
screeching at the silence
waiting 4 a revolution
& an end to the Violence
SHATTERED
i’m shattered
like bits of mirror
placed inside my eyes
where my soul used to be
& watching through
a backwards timeline
all of my forgotten past
waiting 4 a break in the
silence
waiting 4 an end to the
whispers
UNTITLED
chained
to my past
trying
to get free
hating u
4 what i feel
But not wanting
to lose your
hold on me
wanting
2 feel your kisses
wanting
2 feel your pain
feeling your claim
on me always
But thinking of you
with disdain
HIM
Fire is his spirit
ice is his eyes
with velvet hands
lined with stone
& words as sharp
as Knives
UNTITLED
drowning
suffocating
locked
in fear
of fate
trapped
inside
expectations
always
feeling late
hoping
that my conceptions
are wrong
& misdirected
waiting
to break free
unscathed &
unaffected
*(plz tell me what u think)*