Ever been fucked with!!

Ever been fucked with. maybe some of you have gone through the same shit as I have. Im a 16 yr goth now I get up every morning with suicide on my mind. I get dressed and go to school every fucking day I get fucked with because im different.

Now im not one to discriminate and im not a racist, but I find thats its mainly the preps, jocks and blacks im not fond of anyone in these groups. within the first week of school I got jumped 4 times. WHAT THE FUCK! see I dont fuck with anyone unless they start shit so Im getting fucked with for no reason. I cant even begin to list the names ive been called. I dont want to be liked I want to be left alone I dont like people I dont know and im not willing to make new friends out side of my group. people shouldent care how I dress, what my religion is, and so on. Now this is the first thing ive wrote on here because ive got problems and I need help. Im hoping I can find people to relate to because theres not many people like me in my area. If youve got suggestions of what I can do pleaze tell me cause im losing it.