everything ive always wanted

i want to fall
fall away from here
where all my dreams escaped me
where i wont have to live in fear

fear of them knowing
something about me
while still sitting and hoping
they could understand me
i could gracefully fall
straight into the depths
of everything i ever wanted
and be held and kept
float in that pool of tears
and brought to whoever wanted me near
to just float away from all these problems
i wont have to fathom
i wont have to solve them
where i could just be
and have everything i need
i wish to die
to be able to fly
away from here
and land in a land
where somebody cared

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By xsilentXscreamsx

i am a very boring person, trust me i would know im around myself all the time, but anyhoo... im 14, i hate my life, but what else is new? i get labeled as punk/gothic, mainly gothic, i hate labels because they are stupid and just another way to stereotype people, i live in Bellingham, WA (which you've probably never heard of) and if anyone cares, i am bi, and if you're homophobic you're stupid... dont get me started on that subject... i want to die... i dont care if people say they care, they dont show it, i dont care if people dont care, because in any case thats all i expect of them, someday ill make it, and ill go by as peacefully as i came, no one on here will notice, and i dont expect you to care.