Eyes of Mine

Not..
Eyes that stare but dont stare back,…..
Eyes that have a green-blue glow but do not shine.
Eyes that see but do not stare,
Eyes that see eye to eye

But blank blue-grey brown, black or red eyes that see
me for not who i will become
See me for not who you want me to be,
Can you see my green eyes scream??
Are they furious and screaming, crying out for affection, even through the pain, can you see the hunger for advanture, for companionship?

See my eyes swim in anger, seeking revenge, even through the madness, the torture, i realize their is nothing i can do for myself.

Its because of you, your carelessness not ot care, your awairness, yet you still manage not to see my need..

Its your eyes the stome green-grey, the hatred that tryes to convey me..

In my eyes, see the same hatred that i see in you. Stare, but do not seek my aid, my attention or the sight of my eyes that stare blankly into the abyss- Dont remember myself or my eyes, ever.

Remember only this…
Remember the hatred you threw at me like knives, you stabed me with your stare, with you ice cold heart, a heart that has blackend ober the years.

Remember the pain that you gave me and know that it sitll exists in me today and if i go insane…

Remember what you hated, what tore me apart, then i hope that your eyes reflect all of the pain you caused, for eturnity-let life as you know it steal your heart-and remember the pain you threw at me… I throw it back into your life.

Your dreams i hope they corrupt you, and as you awake, your mind will finally come aware-become the hate.

Then un-willingly, see how your conceded-self sees how you tore me apart.

I hope your eyes burst and swim and your ice cold heart is torn apart by wolves and other beasts of nature.

Then when you sleep, you are awakened by flames tearing at your flesh, when its all over you seek aid, no-one comes to your side, eventually you figure out that your very eyes are what tore my life, my world apart.
your eyes where- cold as steel, the color of stone-your mind is full of hate-your flesh is aflame

I allways hoped you’d understand that-
YOUR VERY EXISTANCE, IS THE SOURCE OF MY HATRED!!!!

My hatred for life, companionship, for a future, for friends, for any type of adventure.

I will never see life as someone els sees it.

Remember, now and allways,
I HATE YOU,
EVERY THING YOU DO,
ITS ALL CLEAR FOR ME,
ITS ALL OVER,
I CANT EVER BE ME,
MY EYES ARE SIGHTLESS OF LIFE AS PEOPLE KNOW IT TODAY.

By whisperz in the dark

well uhh.. im 17 and highly disturbed, thats what every one tells me any way .. well imm planning to post more stuff soon, look me up & give comments thanx. TASS