Father

I hate you more than words discribe
why can’t u just lie down and die
all u bring is misery and tears
and why do u think i’m so depressed?
could it be i have no father left?
and the one i do is dieing away
Damnit! why can’t it be u?!
fuck being like the father i never had
u are the father i never had
u could just call, u know u could
one phone call could change a life
but u couldn’t take just a min. to call, or to check in
so what the fuck am i doinf wasting my time on u?!!