Fear In My Bones

Usualy I dont talk of my dreams at all… but when I saw what you people do here, that kind a inspired me, let me know am not the only one with this problem… Please if anyone has comment to this, feel free because I am new to this site and I would like to know what others think of me…

Usualy I dont talk of my dreams at all… but when I saw what you people do here, that kind a inspired me, let me know am not the only one with this problem… Please if anyone has comment to this, feel free because I am new to this site and I would like to know what others think of me…

In recent past I have gone to so many doctors and who knows what kind of people searchin solution for my problem. That problem is in my dreams… that is they are too real, that much that I can not know the difrence between them and reality.

Waiking with schiwery and speaking words I am not able to understand is nothing old or new but the fearest of all dreams so far have been only a couple, and I am about to tell you one that was… hhm… realy upseting to me…

The sleep I tried to control with meditation because this was shown as the only way for me to sleep. Only this time there was no sleep. I was able to feel my body but no images nor sound was comming from anything around me. First I tought I am still awake, but then problem became obvious. Couple of times I tried to wake up just by producing feeling of fear, that would usaly solve the problem, but not this time.

Onestly I dont remember what happend next only I know that some time have passed, how much, of that am not sure.

Then this strange feeling came, like when someone is standing behind your back and you know he is there but only I was not able to turn around. Now that freaked me out. Now I tried to scream but no sound was coming out of my mouth. The only thing I have noticed in this paranoia was that that presence was not moving at all. Then [b] FLASH [/b], something with big nail on his hands was standing backside me and holding my shoulder ordering me to pick up the phone wich was in my lap. Somehow am in sitting position now and against my will reaching for phone. No mater how much I tried to resist the handle was near my ear and the beaping sound of READY signal made me feel chill. Now the voice was telling me to dial 9666. When the number was dialed some thundering voice was on it and just bruming there.

Next thing… I am like 2m away from my bed in the corner of room screaming like hell. It took like 20 minutes for my parents to calm me down.

That was like the end of it, only I was not sleeping for next week or two. I know this sounds silly, maybe even funny but I know that my soul does not likes that kinda dreams!

Thanx for read’n!

By MeanEYE

Born in hell, raised in heaven... DIED LIKE A ANIMAL