Forgotten

i want to be there when u die
i want to be the person u need when u cry
i suffer from lonliness
i miss your face i feel like dieing today, everyday
your far away away from me so close to my heart
i look into the mirror
and stare at my own reflection and say i will hold on i will be strong my only words of comfort
remembering our memories we spent together
that u have left behind
lost memories never ment so much to me
lost memories have never been so forgotten

i have no more friends im all alone
in this cruel cold world
they treat me like shit, what the hell did i do deserve their hatred
im all alone no one to talk to no one to hold me when i cry
i never cried so much in my life
i could die i want to die but i cant
i made a promise sworn on your heart
i cant die by suicide
suicedalism is not my answer cuz i kno i can get thru this i just need help
but wat would people care?
i can hold a gun to my hed right now and shoot mypain away
and they wont care
no one cares you dont care
i could not do it tho cuz i would miss your face
but i could see it as a restless soul
but to see your arms around another girl , would be to painful
i could not feel your touch, feel your kiss, feel your caressing touch on my skin,
but I COULD FORGET ABOUT U FORGET ABOUT ME FORGET US and the time we spent together, (tears streaming down my face)
forget the time we spent together all those days months, forgotten memories have never ment so much to me , memories no more.

By morbid_13

im tattered and torn, i cant hold much longer i dont know what most of my own problems are i am heartbroken and used. i feel so much pain but if i didnt who would i be? i miss the feeling of happiness. my head is so dark angry deppressed demented sad ect. i need to shut up now