This is a complete rip.
I wrote it in response to
Me, You & All Dark People…
Posted by: agonizing_heart
This one omits the “You & All Dark People” portion
Are we different? I’m sorry, but there’s no we here. Just me. I am different. No SanguiniS, not better, or in immense pain. And not just different because of delusions, unless you think that Asperger’s Syndrome was made up. Social connections do not come easily to me… so few people that I can relate to, or that can relate to me. Immense pain? No, but I am lonely. Try and respect that I actually am, I’m not just saying that. I have other problems, but difficulty with sociality is perhaps most important to me. Do I come here to find people that I can relate to and that understand my feelings? No, most of the people here I don’t esteem that highly. I don’t even know why I post things here.
Gods whatever, look at this shit, just don’t think I started crying when I wrote this because I am not that emotional, and no I don’t talk this much about myself at school. Gods fuck off all of you. If you’re going to post any messages to this, make them actually say something, otherwise I don’t want to hear it. Ah gods fuck
hey what do you want to hear? shld i say ur great? or shld., i say you are you? you think ur special..huh? go away precious egoed dear boy there is no place for you here.nobody is trying to persecute you its just you who thinks as such.well deny it, if you want but I could see right through you..poor guy you need a counsellor …..
A poor guy from darkness.com
has gone insane
insane in the membrane
insane because of the world
he carry it alone
huh..huh…
come on cry.
that’s the beauty of it… everyone here is different…(even if it’s only their last name that enables you to tell them apart.)
I don’t have your syndrome. I’m just a 6 ft 200lb female in a world that expects something smaller. I love going out for walks at two in the morning… everyone thinks I’m going to get killed. I fail to care. I’m disgraphic, dyslexic and asthmatic…along with a few things that haven’t been diagnosed yet. So I think I’ve gotten my fair share of disabilities and medical problems.
All I know is that I spend half my night in the fetal postion trying not to cry over stupid things like not being able to get the knots out of my hair, and the other half watching my ceiling fan. Is that perhaps the pain that was spoken of?
And don’t bash Sanguinis, that person needs the same thing everyone else here does. Clarification and Understanding.
~n~
oh before anyone says it…yes I am a lunatic
if you had paid attention you’d relize that you’d missed the point entirely. Since I’m not able to read minds, I probable have as well.
if you don’t esstem people highly on here, remeber you are one of the people on here… and since you hate it so much. don’t come to the bleeding site. and if you are excluding parties then don’t put them in the tittle. Now, you can curse me all you want just make sure you say something worth saying otherwise, ***** off kid. apently you are to put such absolute drible on this site. You don’t make sense and i can’t even beleive im typing this to someone who probly won’t even be alive for another 5 hours because they think their either so important they have to do it to piss ppl off and make them mourn them, or are so absolutly disgusted with them self they have nothing better to do. Frankly ive never read anything as rediculous and egotistical in its own right to put shame to words as you have.
Do us all af fav and stop posting. And get an online journal.
what does it matter what form the pain takes? we all feel it, and we all hurt. I would hope that just being able to find the place to voice it is reasurance that some one is listening.
Baby_Spider
posting the inner pain of isolation, alienation and whatever other shapes it takes can bring reassurance if someone reads it that can relate. It can also cause further distress if the people that read it are intolerant or insensitive and wish to inflict guidelines as to what qualifies as postable. there’s enough room for everyone’s voice here and a few good listeners reside here as well, I see.
Damn, just spent precious time reading this drivel. Get a grip/life/gun
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