I know you think I’m gone
But really I’m still here,
You just can’t see me next to you,
Or see me cry a tear.
It may seem like I have left,
And left you here alone,
Neglected our fun times,
And conversations on da phone.
I’m so sorry that I had to leave,
I just felt that I didn’t have a place,
In this game that they call ‘Life’,
I just couldn’t keep up the pace.
You probably didn’t see it coming,
When I said I hated life,
You probably thought I didn’t mean it,
But I did, I wouldn’t lie.
The pain really hurt at first,
But then I became numb,
Then my body began to tremble,
As the fear came over me.
As my breath became shorter,
I remembered the good times,
Our sleepovers, conversations,
Even our silly rhymes.
Then it started to get all blurry,
And my hands began to shake,
I then passed out into a deep sleep,
One where I could hope to never wake.
You guys are my best friends,
And you still are,
I may seem to be a long way away now,
But really, I’m not that far.
I’m in a place inside you,
Somewhere called your heart,
So we’ll always be together,
And we will never part.