I am so far away from this crazy life
you’d swear I was lying next to you
but you don’t know me that well, I’ve traveled away
lost in my own thoughts
I debate everything in life
it’s then when I begin to float away
I fall head first into the unknown depths of my soul
I completely let go and don’t let you know
you’d swear I was lying next to you
but I’ve been gone for days debating tragedies
never had anything tragic happen
I think I’m ready to explore
flying into a brand new world free from constraints
falling into utter chaos of the mind, being alone
though I am so far away
you’d swear I was lying next to you
now I’ve been gone for weeks, I think you notice now
because I don’t talk and I don’t walk
I just sit around waiting for life to happen
so I can be free from the tragedy I made
I chose to fall but I let go too soon
now I’m lost with no way out, wishing you could help
I fake my life and make conversation
you’d swear I was lying next to you
I am so far gone you don’t even know me
why are you still holding onto me
I am not even holding onto myself
yet, you’d swear that I was lying next to you now.