Gothica:

She was a virgin…a pure soul…until he came along….

Her name is Merry. She was 15 at the time…she never had a b/f nor she ever kissed or even gotten close to a boy…little inexperienced girl living in a big cruel world filled up w/ ppl who wnat only your death…But still, how innocent she wouldn’t look, no one ever knew what was goin on in that cute little head of hers…until now…
It was summer. Merry was a tall girl w/ nice body, long sandy-blond hair, with cute bangs hangin over her beautiful baby-blue eyes. A lot of guys were after her…but at the same time a lot of people made fun of her and used her because she was so nice. She, practically, would never say “no” to anyone. Merry was very open minded and she trusted her friends, which talked ’bout her behind her back, but she was too blind to see that at the time…she trusted her friends and they betraded her…she was so naive. She knew there was something missing in her personality…something that was really deep inside of her, but she couldn’t find a way to let it out…until one day she met him. His name was Angel, but he did not seem like was…he most likely was an angel of darkness as she found out later. He was goth mexican w/ a nice body…he was really nice when she met him…but there was somethin bout him, something strange…she could see it in his eyes and she liked it. She finally met someone different from others, he was the way she always wanted to be…free minded. He never let anyone put him down to the ground, he always knew his place in the world, he was strong-minded…and thats the way she always wanted to be. They went out and in a month she fell in love w/ him…
He gave her her first kiss, first love…and in a while, he finally took away her purity and virginity. For about 4 months he was getting to her little head through biting, ditching her, lying to her, and fucking her. With every bite he made on her neck, he took a piece of her purity away, and every time he liedto her, he filled up the missing piece of her with hate. He was a vampire who was takin away her life and givin her a new one. He helped her to let out that something that was deep inside of her for so long, which was hate and anger.And just now she’s understandin that everything he did was his plan, every thing he did to her was just a little step to completing his plan. She was supposed to be his creation, his child and a lover. So the last, finishing step was dumping her…he lied, he cheated, and dumped…a perfect way to creat the new Merry…it was genius…but even then that wasn’t the end…he kept on fucking her and lying to her, but not for long…she finally said “no” to him…He fed her w/ anger and hate till she was full…
The new Merry was now a person, she wasn’t afraid anymore…she wasn’t afraid to show her darkness that was inside her for so long. Her mind now was free…She could finally let all the gothica out and take over…Angel opened her eyes and showed her the world the way it really was, the world only goths could see…the real world…he also showed her how to survive in it…
And now when she actually realized what he has done for her, she’s thanking him for that…and can you believe, the only thing she had to pay for that was just her SOUL!…just a soul?…
“I am your child and i am your lover…i belong to you…b/c you have my soul. Don’t leave me here alone..take my under your wing and take me away with you, my Dark Angel”….

By mirror with no reflection

i'm a nobody who hates everythin and everyone and who's being hated by others