Guardian Angel

I killed the angel that protected me… I drank the
blood from my angel’s neck… I’ve damned myself…
The room was silent… and cold… Dark….. I stood
there…. Over my angel…. The one that God assigned to
me…. Now dead… My angel’s blood….. Stained on my
teeth and body…… The taste of her blood… Still in
my mouth… My angel’s feathers…… All around the
room… And one last feather falls slowly down to the
ground…. Now I want you, the only one I’ve ever loved…. To stay away from me… For I am no longer in control of
myself….. And might kill you…… I kiss the last of my
lover’s lips… And walk towards my coffin….. I shall
awaken……… When I am in control again………………….

By The Rape And Ruin Of Angels

I am a gothic rocker, living hell, betrayed by love, I am now a misstress of many faces.. My nickname is Vampy, and I love to read stories about vampyres.. I call myself a vampyre, that is because I to drink blood, and enjoy the night.. [damn the sun] I do not believe in god nor the devil.. But I do believe that there is a ruin of heaven and fortress of hell... The meaning of life to me is the beginning of death, in order to live you gotto die... That is my own saying, I am my own person, I build my own personity.. I am myself, no one else.. I enjoy writing poetry and stories, to me, its a dream I dont want to wake up from, cause I cant stand this world.....