Heart Break

I’m sitting here in the pouring rain,
Just thinking about you
Every second of the day.
I can’t get you off my mind…

I think about you all the time.
I miss you so much,
I feel so alone.
I miss your soft touch,
And the smell of your cologne.
You said I had so many problems,
About wanting to die.
But you don’t know
My little secret.
You were the only one keeping me from falling behind.
But you left me alone,
To let me soul die.
So now I sit here thinking of my suicide.
I wish I could forget you,
And get away from this god-awful place.
But no matter how hard I try,
Or how deep I cut,
I still see your sweet face.
So here is my gun,
Sitting in my hand.
Tonight is the night,
Where my heartache ends.
It’s better this way,
I don’t have to cry.
And I wont have to sit
And always wonder why.
I could have been your life,
I could have been your world,
But you had to go off and find another girl.
The guns in my hand,
I’m ready to put this to and end.
No more worries.
No more fears.
Just peace in my mind,
For the rest of the years.

By DeathAwaitsMe

I'm 15 years old, I live in Amarillo, Texas. I'm a lesbian. I have no friends, and I love to write.