Hearts In The Ground

I won’t lie
I won’t deny
That I wish I’d die
Life is sick
Life is shit
But I keep on living it

Alls a mess
Too much stress
I just want to go to sleep and not wake up
Nothings real
No reason to feel
It may be time to draw the line
Life’s become a pathetic waste of time

Everything that was good in me is buried
But Im still above ground
Hopes lost, not to be found
Im still here, but my hearts in the ground

I won’t lie
I won’t deny
That most of the time I wish I’d die
Yet for some reason I stay alive
Life’s sick
Life’s shit
But for some reason I keep on living it

Nothing now seems real
There is no reason left to feel
Nothing in my life now is real
I can’t find any reasons for which I would want to feel
My heart is broke
My brain is depression fried
Most of the time I wish I’d die
Yet for some reason I stay alive
It may be time to draw the line
Since now life is a pathetic waste of time

Adam Keith McElwain