This is my cry, this is my plea.
If life is worth living, then someone, help me
I hate the way life is, I’m tired of it all,
Somebody please catch me in my fall.
I cannot make it on my own
Why in the hell did I fall in love, I should have known
That this fucking life would end up in shit
I should slit my wrists, but I can’t even do it
The other day I took a walk in a cemetary
Six feet under is where I wish I was to bury
My heart, and all my love,
My life and all my blood
I don’t know why
But I just stood there and cried
I was all alone
Watching these halls of stone
Feeling the hurt, feeling the pain
I usually feel when you drive me insane
That day I cut myself and made me bleed
“I don’t want to hurt you” you said, indeed
You are the cause of this pain inside
You are the one that made me hide
But I can’t blame it all on you
For you don’t know what you do
I hate myself, I can’t deny
It’s because of my own stupidness, that I always cry
“What goes up, must come down,
Higher you get, harder you hit the ground”
Is what I tell myself every day
And I hate myself even more for not hearing what I say
Why can’t I just see you as a friend
Some one who doesn’t always have to be there till the end
Why do I have to love you
And why do I let you break my world in two
Every time you pass me by
It always makes me wanna cry
But I hate you cause it’s you I love
I just want to end it all and see my blood
I’m all alone,
Somebody please help me before I turn to stone…
Please, I need help, I’m letting go
Just where I am I do not know
Somewhere between heaven and hell ?
I don’t know, but I know I fell
I just hate myself, and I’ll end it all
If no one hears my call…