Why are you like that?
You know that I care.
The only reason I told,
Was so I knew you’d stay there.
I was afraid something would happen.
I gave in to the scare.
But you didn’t have to change,
You knew I’d be there.
You knew I’d be hurt,
You thought it was fun.
Said I broke your trust,
And you know I won’t run.
You can’t see inside me,
Like you used to see.
The friend I knew has left me,
I don’t know where she could be.
We’d talk of all the fakers,
And preps that ran around,
Now you have become one,
And don’t know I’m around.
But I still stand there watching,
I feel so sad and lonely.
If only you could realize,
It’s because of what you told me.
Don’t you know I cry?
Can’t you tell?
Why do you think I’m afraid to talk to you?
I thought you were close to the edge,
Then I realized you already fell.
You fell into the crowds,
We said we’d never be.
Now it doesn’t matter,
My pain no one can see.
One day you will find me,
The person you once knew,
Suffering from the problems,
That I tried taking from you.
You are so happy now,
So I guess I should be glad.
But it’s kind of hard to wake up one day,
Missing the best friend you ever had.
I’ll cry when I’m around you,
But only so you can’t see,
I’m still the girl you trusted,
The one you thought would leave.