resently a girl was found dead in my apartment building.
her mother was crying when i talked to her.
her father was just too sad for words.
i thought to myself she was lucky to have these ppl in her life.
i then thought about how much i would like to have that.
how much i would like my parents to care.
how much i wish my parents would hug me.
i wish that when they beat me…
they at least felt alittle bad.
but they dont.
they dont care and i will never have caring parents.
i also wish i knew why she did it.
i want to know wat was so bad for her…
that she had to do such a thing.
i think that she will be happy now.
maybe she left an example for everyone.
or maybe just one for me.
the last thing i wish is simple.
i wish to die.