I can only remember being walked as a child by someone whom I didn’t know. Then I turned around and everything was dark and since then, it stayed that way.
You always watch t.v and see these fucked up white kidz dressed in black gothic clothes doing wild shit and talking about all the darkish cliche’s, arguing who is truly goth and shit like that. Or you walk around and see the same kids get shunned from public places. Outcast either by choice or circumstance, me by circumstance.
I like outcast because for the most part we all think alike, rebellious and alone. I on other hand don’t really fit in with these kids. I’m an older black male who’s family line traces in to the carribeans where the eldest of my kin practiced the ancient art of black magic. You think you’ve seen dark? there hasn’t been a horror movie yet that can come close in providing shocking imagery of the scariest,darkest shit one could think of. Ofcourse, what is more scary and darker than reality?
I won’t go into detail,(what for?-you wouldn’t believe me) but I’ll tell you this, there IS a darkness out there more true than the whole blood,skulls & bones,vampires, Jasons bullshit. It’s that shadow behing your dining room vase, that thing you thought you saw but you didn’t, the fear you had for nothing, that stare into a mirror and seeing somethingelse. It is what is everywhere, hold your breath…..it’s here
I fully agree that there is something out that that represents all darkness and things feared by children and adults alike. Be it supernatural, human or even a subculture, I have yet to encounter it.
My primary assumption, of course, is that it is human. The catch, of course, with this theory, is that your opinion of evil and all things sinnister varies from that of other people. To me, a human who kills is not a person to be feared. Those who are fanatically religious are not to be feared, either. I do not yet know what form of human I fear most and call Death; but when I find them, I will know that I’ve met my time to call it all quits for I refuse to live my life in fear.
Vampires, psychopaths, withdrawn heroin addicts with weapons, none of those are true fear. Snipers on killing sprees with Tarot cards and people across the seas with box cutters and air planes are not to be feared, either. True fear is within your own discretion. To me, nothing at this time strikes that place in my mind.
I await, with patience, for the day to come when I know what or who it is I fear.
Julia.
living the nightmare again
clench my fists as it brings the pain
another chance to go insane
grab the blade and find the vain
it’s just suicide
who should decide
when i should take the last ride
no more of this lie
it’s time to die
enjoy the sensation of my flowing blood
as the stream turns to a flood
come gather round an witness my final hour
come and enjoy my life growing sour
does my deepest depths of depression
leave you with the desired impression
no sense in scribbling anymore
i’m ready to leave the corpse on the floor
and i recognise your glee
when you realise the corpse is me!
And the pertainance of that post was … ?
Not to make a personal attack if that were simply an error or perhaps an opinion voiced I did not catch hold of .. but I do not completely understand.
Care to clairify?
Julia.
Something that is to be truly feared? Demons…such as the one dwelling in me…He has tainted my mind and damned my soul. When Death takes me from this Earth…On second thought let’s not go there.
really gets you thinking, doesn’t it. i have to somewhat agree with your opinion of goths. most of the ones i know are rich kids who do it because they think their cool. i’m not doubting that goths have their purposes, but their are two sides to everything. also i agree with distortionrevisited. this was pertinant how?…no attack intended.
That user e-miled me and explained .. there was a valad reason to it. I’m sure they would have posted it here had they had the time / intent. I was quite confused when I saw it though, 🙂
Julia.
That user?
“I won’t go into detail,(what for?-you wouldn’t believe me) but I’ll tell you this, there IS a darkness out there more true than the whole blood,skulls & bones,vampires, Jasons bullshit. It’s that shadow behing your dining room vase, that thing you thought you saw but you didn’t, the fear you had for nothing, that stare into a mirror and seeing somethingelse. It is what is everywhere, hold your breath…..it’s here”
HAHAHA.. What have we got here? A Fucking comedian!
And wide open space that was propably the worst poem I have read in my whole life. End yourself, your life is fucking pointless. Fine example of inane baggage the world is carrying today.
hi everyone thanks for your post. although i would like to make something clear i did not write this poem to encourage opinion or to imoress others so please the user who goes by the alias of KILLYOURFAMILY if you have no possitive remarks to make please reframe from making any att all as i am sure others as well as me don’t want to read your negative bullshit!
thanks again all the positive posters!
wide open space,
You call my posts negative yet you continue to regard my posts as “negative bullshit”, maybe you should have thought that one over moron.
killyourfamily, plzzzzz dont make negative posts because it hurts me so much inside, it brings back memories of when my grandfather would sit me on his lap, and repeatdly juke me up the ass until i screamd”IM YOUR BITCH GRANDADDY”, so plz stop ur negative posts because it makes me feel, well, like i dont belong here, sincerely, WIDE OPEN SPACE…., see wide open space, thats waht u sound like, a little whinig bitch, get over it, nobodys gonna stop making fun of u, ur NOTHING, why dont u go back to the protein filled hole u came out of.
well, the most of you are right, there should be a direction or point to my story but while I was reading some peoples comments I thought to myself that they were explaining what I meant about..real shit..and..fake shit.
thanx for the comments anyway.
The next story will be a thourough explaination of the, “birds and the bees”
so stay tuned..