Lost in reality, Far from sanity
No will to go on, The fight is gone
I have no one to turn to
No one to trust but you
All that surrounds is hatred, chaos and lust
Life is such a damn bust
You see me fall to the floor
Crying like a child
Dont be so harsh, be mild
Drowning the insanity of it all
I see no future in heaven’s hall
No will to go on
I struggle, but the point of living is gone
I gasp for air and my lungs give a dying scream
But there just is no light, not one beam
I scream again from the emotional war inside
Want me to take you once again on this ride?
It feels as though Ill never feel love
Maybe I could fly away like a dove
Ive worked so hard to make it all okay
Just to have it smashed and taken away
All brought down before me
Never again to cease or be
As if not a soul on earth cared
About this sacrifice, for you, I have bared
I want to feel love again cant you see?
No the unending hate the world hurls at me…